12/20/2010

Sketch conversion

Just a rough sample/ I converted each of the sketches i did into a photoshop brush.
As i said its just a rough sample.

12/19/2010

12/12/2010

Marina Barrage

The Marina Barrage by Architects Team 3
The designers used horizontal and vertical lines all across the lower levels of the building, from precast floor beams being used upright as a wall, to horizontal lines across large bay doors, straight lines abound. If you never look up it is easy to forget that you are in a building that is in reality one large squiggly curve. When your on the ground floor, you will not be allowed to forget that you are in what is essentially an industrial space. The use of shallow fountain pools softens the harsh environment like little oasis in an unforgiving concrete desert.
Leaving the walls, ceilings and floors in what is essentially grey drab uniform concrete has allowed the designers to bath this blank canvas in coloured lights at night The areas of high ceiling drag your eyes upward towards the sweeping curves of the roof, and should u choose to leave the hard concrete industrial ground floor and walk up one of the gradual sloping walkways you will find yourself suddenly awash in colour. The deep greens of the grass, to the blue sky softened with white fluffy clouds during the day. At night the sky is an almost uniform black adorned with stars and closer to earth the brightly lit kites that seem to float unattached in the sky.
Its a bold building designed to create the 15th reservoir in Singapore, but it is so much more than just that. Its a social space, people gather to play in the wading pools, sit and chat, fly kites or just enjoy the city views. Within this ode to concrete clad in green there truly beats a living breathing heart.






I do like the fact that from certain areas on the ground floor you have these little glimpses of the new buildings and structures that muscled their way into out skyline. These little glimpses hint at views that promise to impress.







The above is my favourite picture. It for some reason reminds me of the old Kallang Stadium.








Does it work? As with all buildings that strive to make a statement this one will hit some people in the right spots and others will want to throw their hands up and scream oh good god. For me it works. It shows that industrial buildings don't just have to be that, they can be so much more. A social space, an almost artistic environment a somewhat socially retro place for people to fly their kites.
*forgive the typos, or not its up to you.

Wikileaks.

A couple of posters from world war 2. looks like the US should have followed this rule.

Bits and Bobs




12/09/2010

amistades fin, en el silencio de la indiferencia

disingenuous-lacking in frankness, candor, or sincerity; falsely or hypocritically ingenuous; insincere.

friendship-the state of being a friend; association as friends: to value a person's friendship.
a friendly relation or intimacy.
friendly feeling or disposition.

I had this friend once, well for my part this person was a friend but it seemed this person had an opinion or made judgements about me that were entirely negative. It seems that after years of having a friendship, this friend felt that they were just the object of merriment and the subject of attack. Everything from my sense of humor which this person enjoyed for many years to my judgment on what was right or wrong it seemed was negative. Yet time after time this person continued to exude the pretense of friendship while all the time harbouring hate and that is not too strong a word. Only when needed was i nice to this person, yes that's the line that sticks with me the most. Was i hurt, upset, shocked, angry, disappointed? i don't know, maybe all of the above. It made me question the very basis of what i thought was a solid friendship. Maybe this person was right? yes that is a very real possibility isn't so? the friendship obviously was not worth saving from their perspective. My wife asked me if i missed this person, and the saddest part for me was the realisation that no not really, i missed parts of it the camaraderie the shared life experiences but what else was there?
If i was all those things i was still not disingenuous. I harboured not hatred or ill intent, i held back nothing.
This one paragraph does not do justice to the whole episode, and maybe paints either one of us in a bad light but it does lead me to my point.

amistades fin, en el silencio de la indiferencia- roughly translates to friendships die amid the silence of indifference.

but friendships also die when one is disingenious.

Does it end just so? like an overly dramatic movie where the hero dies not to make a point but just because he can, no i dont think so but is it easy no its not. There must be a desire for things to grow, a sense of purpose and a willingness to bend.

There are things that are said in friendships and things that are sometimes left unsaid and the choices we make between the two can be the difference between a lifelong bond and a isnt that so and so yeah i think so i used to know him once." moment.

12/08/2010

It just should not be.

Rude People, Crowded Trains, People stopping at the tops or bottoms of escalators, people shouting into their handphones in a lift. Haze, smog, dirty beaches, traffice jams, crowded streets, queues at the bank, at the supermarket, at the coffee shop, at the bus stop. Ugly buildings, ugly people (by behaviour) drivers that dont signal, road hoggers, speed demons. Gst, Erp, COE. feet on the seat at the cinema, on the bus in a restaruant. Studying at fast food joints, motorcycles in the park, cost of travel, cost of living, cost of dying. Late nights at work, early mornings at work, work. Bosses who dont know, staff who dont care, customers. Children getting sick, bullied, abused. People who dont think for themselves, people who tell you what to think, who think of nothing but themselves. Rats, mosquitos, cockroaches. Child abuse, animal abuse,drug abuse, alcohol abuse, spousal abuse, abuse

12/07/2010

19 things

19 things you may not know about me.

1)i am sentimental about the past. not always FOR the past though. i reckon if you cant tell the difference between the two you should really be reading another blog.

2) I can generally see my way to having a laugh even in the most trying of circumstances. That's my trick, and like some kind of one trick pony i am often trotted out to perform the wonderful trick of always being happy. But of course that's not true is it, i am not always happy, i mean no one really is. I fake it alot, just so that everyone else does not feel uncomfortable with my unhappiness. That is another skill, i can perk up and be happy on demand. Once again as if i was some kind of one trick pony. The people closest to me, i mean really closest to me and if your reading this and thinking yes he is talking about me? your wrong . Aside from maybe 2? of my friends my wife is the only one who ever really knows when i am as it were really unhappy, and she has over the years learnt that the best thing to do when i am in an unhappy state is to leave me alone.

3) When the chips are down, as much as some people don't like to admit it. I am the one they call.

4) I rebound very quickly. I call it the bounce(make your jokes ha ha very funny). Today i may be deep in the abyss of despair, but tomorrow is another day and my wonderful optimistic self will climb out again.

5)I am OK with mistakes, accidents trips slips and falls. I am OK with people being stupid. BUT acting stupid or trying to bullshit that you know something when you don't? especially when you act like you know it all. I don't feel gleeful when your caught up in your stupidity i feel angry that you waste my time with all of it. It doesn't mean that i am smart, far from it. I am an uneducated buffoon but at least...(if you need help at this point understanding what i am saying please move along.) I am even OK with ANYONE saying they don't know. i say that at least a hundred times a day, but don't bullshit me. Oh yes, and you the fool who thinks being the strong silent type means no one will see through your dumb ass, forget it. we know your dumb.

6)I am not known for my patience. If however you knew me 10yrs ago and could compare the 2 Edwards you would find i have become as patient as i am ever going to be.

7)i hate being late. simply because its rude. I try my best not to be late and when i am going to be late i always let the people waiting know, and i always apologise. Lately however i don't give a damn. i have been waiting for the same people for years and their lack of respect really stands out.

8) I like red, grey and pretty much any colour under the sun.

9)i am not much of a drinker though if i wanted to i could. I don't need alcohol to have a good time, and if i am not having a good time its probably your fault. I mean for god sake i have been known to enjoy funerals.

10)I love to read.

11) While i am mainly an optimist, i am starting to see the world as a realist.

12)I am often surprised when people are surprised by the behaviour of other people especially when its a pattern of behaviour they have exhibited before. YET even more surprising, i am often surprised myself that i too am surprised when people exhibit behavior they have shown before. Especially when that behavior is negative.

13) I think love is all powerful.

14) I am not cool. i simply am me. my rationale for not attempting to be cool is simply. There is no cool in hell.

15) I am bad at spelling. I blame the predictive text and often it is the machines fault but i am naturally bad at spelling. I suck at writing, and reading out loud. In fact when i read out loud i sound as if i have just started learning how to read from a book written in braille and my fingers are encased in gloves of cement.

16)i don't proof read what i have written and even if i did i would speed through it and miss out all the mistakes.

17) I know fashion. Yes a shocker! not for myself of course but for other people. I surf tons of sites simply because what they do is art. To me its art.

18)I love art, but i am unable to define it, like my taste for art is like my taste for music. They are both wide, varied and sometimes eclectic . Some might say bizarre.

19) I am proud of my family and my life.


12/01/2010

Signs from Life



Messages you wish life gave you earlier.

Really very uninspired today, all i felt was that i liked the look of these two colours