4/28/2008

WHY?



Because i can.

friendship.

You may have seen this picture before, i first posted in in july of 06. I was looking at some of my old post and came across this one. It just stuck in my mind so here it is again.

4/22/2008

10 yrs ago i was 25.

So tomorrow i will be 35. The last real milestone i celebrated in terms of age was my 25th birthday. I never was one for celebrating my birthday, the past few years i always took the day off and went to the zoo, but this year even that seems abit too difficult to do. I always connect my birthday with my fathers passing away, he died on the 26th of April just 3 days after my birthday and for some reason it just sticks in my head that the two are one. This Saturday will be exactly 10yrs since he passed away. If i am unenthusiastic forgive me.
All i want to do is have a cigar in one hand a drink in the other and just chill surrounded by those nearest and dearest.While its my birthday tomorrow, its my father on my mind.
10yrs have come and gone
since that one faitful morn.
9 birthday's you have missed
5 grandchildren you didn't kiss
9 Christmas's come and gone
1 wedding. we played your song.
10 years of missing you
and wondering what Daddy would do
10 years of holding you near
10 years of wishing you were here.

:)



The Barren Tree

My gift for those who were once in love.There is always hope.

4/15/2008

get lost.

I try to be positive. i try to be happy. even when the chips are down i try, but its not bloody easy when your surrounded by negativity. When people think your trying to take advantage off them when all you ask is for them to be positive. Grumpy, moody, rude, cheap, liars, cheaters, bullies people who feel the need to bring you down just because they can. People who go out and create problems, who refuse to see that there is more to life then being an ass. Few people see me down. its either i am happy or i am pissed and sometimes i am happily pissed. But i do get disappointed, i do feel pain i am not an emotional void. so to all you people who think negativity is the way to go. bugger off and just leave me alone. i got enough problems without your god damn issues crowding me.

There are people that can go through life cutting off their loved ones. i never understood that....but i am capable of much worse then just cutting you off. i will deny your very existence.

Oh and by the way if your thinking its TLOML i am talking about you can piss off as well.

green...and blue.

4/11/2008

Blair's Poetry and Designs.

For the blueroom irregulars. Please click the pic....i think it looks better when seen in full size..

4/07/2008

u2 by u2

eden. this one was dictated totally by colour. its a first draft and i think i may work on it somemore..or maybe not.
My working title for the above was tree... i changed it to Autumn...but really it should be "An Autumn view from Outside"

4/05/2008

Mandela.

Two very different wallpapers. Below, i did this for a friend.Its called identity.


Sidebar-if you are wondering what the title has to do with the pics..nothing at all i am running out of titles and just taking them off the nearest book at hand.