10/25/2012

some days.

I did not forget, I just did not acknowledge. Bitterness and pain are not emotions, they are reactions. 20yrs later I am still reacting.

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10/11/2012

I wonder.


You can never expect what you want to expect from friends. It will always end in disappointment.
It does not mean they are not good friends it just means your expectations are always set too high.
Do your friends asks about whats important to you?
Do you?

Do you criticize with support or just feel the need to bring things and people down because of a lack of self esteem?
Are you or your friends the kind of people that every picture ever posted on facebook relates to you or is there for you to insult?
Do your friends respect you?
Do you respect your friends?
Are they supportive when things are good as well as bad?
Are you?
Do they know whats important to you but do not care?
Do you do the same?
Do you only do with them what you want to do ?
Is what you do more important then who you do it with?
Do your friends set limitations on friendship?
Do you?

These are questions which sometimes its just best not to ask.

10/08/2012

My thoughts of the day.

Pride forces you to find yourself constantly having to defend or inflate your EGO. Arrogance is the smoke screen you hide behind as you do battle with the reality that you are not what you portray. Denial is what you tell yourself when you think the world is too dumb to see through your smoke screen of Arrogance.
Emptiness is what you feel the split second a day you allow yourself to face reality. Anger is what you feel when you realize that where you are in life is not where you thought you would be. Stupidity is thinking its the worlds fault.